2 weeks left in the semester. 1 more paper to write. 2 exams to take. 1 presentation to make. Not too much left to go in my second to last semester at Kean University. All I can say about it is thank God. This semester has seen the most work I have ever run into in a semester and the added hours I received at work only added on to the stress and anxiety. Well I can say with the end in sight that I am going to make it through. I feel incredibly fatigued, tired, exhausted, drained, fried, and a variety of other feelings. However, I continue to push myself through, which is something I have never had to do before. This semester I've balanced so much and accomplished a lot as well. Really it's to the point that when this semester is over I will literally celebrate. The classes this semester were all great with the exception of two that were big letdowns. None the less though, they all had heavy workloads and I've managed to get it all done.
I need to make it through these last two weeks. I need to make it through. I feel physically terrible lately, but I've continued to endure. Tomorrow night I am going to actually take a night to relax and possibly see a movie with Lauren. Something that I have not done in quite a while. In fact I haven't done much with Lauren in quite a while... That is certainly not something I am proud of. I guess I've been failing in trying to balance time between school, work, friends, and girlfriend. That's okay though, because this is something I should be able to work on and fix. Luckily for me, next semester I will only be taking one course and will in theory have some more time on my hands. Hopefully this will be time that I will be able to see Lauren despite the fact that she'll be living away from home for the semester. I've still got a chance to change things around and fix the issues I've been having with my time management. I suppose a weekend away will be nice for New Years weekend, but that's still a little ways off.
So that's enough about me for now really. Till next time...
